...is not an emotion I enjoy.
I have so much on my mind, it's been a really rough day...I don't really feel like sorting out my thoughts and making them into coherent sentences.
Brushing my teeth, taking a shower, attempting to make plans for tomorrow to do what I can to make sure to turn things around and not let having a rough day linger and ruin the rest of my week.
One step at a time, get back up after falling down, I'll make it...I WILL be FREE! Can't do it alone though...working on relationships and trying to spend more time with people and not isolate recently...I feel it's important.
Anyways...today WILL NOT ruin the rest of my week. I want to live, not simply exist and get by. I'm tired of this cycle, going in circles, working so hard only to find I "let myself break", then having to spend so much energy "putting myself back together"...doing it over and over again...same thing, getting no where. There's nothing I can do to undo the decisions I made today, I am working on learning, growing, and moving on....
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