Frustrated...

Been so frustrated lately....unsure what to do.

I have such a hard time expressing my deep and true emotions....sometimes I wish people could just read my mind. It's so hard for me to verbally articulate my feelings. They are all up there, and I'm aware of a lot and have a lot of opinions, my problem is verbalizing them.

I have SO much to say during the week, then when it comes time for me to talk....I freeze....my words get all jumbled, I can't express what I want to in my mind, it comes out all wrong. I feel misunderstood....scared I may have unintentionally hurt someone else's feelings due to my inability to speak and express emotions elloquently :(

I'm so torn....I sometimes just wish there was someone who knew what I needed without me having to tell them. Someone to comfort me the way I feel like I need, security, unconditional love and support, acceptance....

I feel like I sound so pathetic sometimes....sigh...I guess it's just one of those lonely days....